Well i'm too much pain to cry
it burns my head and right down my spine
lay in the dark cause it burns my eyes
i don't know if its day or night
and i'm down to 32 kilos
and if i drink a drop of water it makes me spew
and i feel so confused
i got the cryptococcal meningitis blues
the catholic priest with the pale blue eyes
pats my hand and sits by my side
his lips are moving but i cannot hear
i'm so full of hate - so full of fear
and i cannot eat even just a single crumb of food
and its so hard for me to swallow
with a thick rash of thrush growing right down my throat
and i feel so confused
i got the cryptococcal meningitis blues
what am i going to do?
when i first got sick i decreed
i didn't want anyone to visit me
but nine months later and i cannot believe
you took my words so seriously
and yeah i wanna live
but i can't take it any more
in these killing fields
up in the ward on the seventh floor
and i'm thinking of you
cryptococcal meningitis blues
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